Well chicky's we finally made it to Friday Eve!!! However today is my Friday HOLLA!!! Today was definitely better than yesterday Thank You Jesus!!! I have come to grips with not getting on the scale which is a big step for me but I almost feel relieved. The scale has been like a ball and chain around my ass! So it's refreshing to know that I won't be getting on it for a few more days. Depending on how I feel about it I might not get on it for longer than that. I will no longer let the scale define who I am now or who I am striving to become!! Ok enough of screaming from my soap box.
So tomorrow we are going to pick my mother in law up at the airport and I am totes excited. I know it sounds weird but I truly love my MIL she is awesome and we plan on having an awesome time. Zoe (my youngest) turns 3 next week and we will be having an party for her on Sunday complete with bounce house & horse shoes. So stay tuned for party pics!
I plan on hanging out at the beach everyday I can over the next week and catching some rays. This is very exciting to me because even though I live 15 minutes from the beach I never get to go. Probably because I have been ashamed of my body and have had no desire to show it off. Now don't get me wrong I am not going to be strutting my bikini yet. You noticed I said yet. This is a big step for me I have NEVER liked myself in a bathing suit EVER. I am feeling better about myself than I ever have. I feel like I am learning to get fit and I am realizing I don't want to just settle. I want to work hard to get to where I want to be. I have made it further this time than I ever have. So even though I am going to chunky dunk it at the beach I am going to be proud of what I have already accomplished looking at the good instead of how much I have yet to lose. Plus we all look better with a tan am I right?
I want to give a shout out to all my followers I am very excited and I hope to keep you thouroughly entertained! Thanks for letting me bend your ears!
Love Ya Mean it!!